A Goddess Grapples with God

Today I attended the Atlanta Unity Church. The underlying message of unity is one I agree with but I really struggled hearing the word GOD and Christ. I have really negative associations with these words/concepts and am praying to release them.

I do not now where this comes from exactly-my relationship and opinion of men in general is better than that with women. I have a great relationship with my father, husband, and son but not with my mother. Yet I stubbornly refuse to be at peace with God/Christ but am with Goddess.

So I want to let go of my fear of a divine man, of being part of the “crowd” because it is interfering with my life. I am sure that I do not know all the ways, one is that I want to enjoy the Unity Church and it will be easier if I can make peace with the concept of a Christ consciousness and the word God.

1 Comment

  • By Louee, May 2, 2010 @ 12:58 pm

    Wow, can I relate!!!

    I too have a difficult time with the God/Father/Christ without the Goddess/Mother/Daughters.

    Recently I went to a funeral with Mass at a Catholic church. Needless to say, most of the ritual I did not participate in, but I DID stand respectfully, and my mind whenever the patriarchal forms were spoken I simply added my matriarchal forms.

    What I do try to do is remember is that the Divine is like a diamond with many facets (‘face’ts). When looking to the Divine simply choose to focus on the reflection that best resonates with you!

    Bright Blessings

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