I have been wanting to un-plug consciously but not knowing how to do it. I read, eat, watch tv. Sex has not been that good lately. I like it but it’s not awesome. I don’t think I need to work on techniques so much as more change from within. That is my new theme-looking within. I just am not doing it a lot. Always looking out.

I miss teaching too. Family education, adult education-I love who I am when I am teaching. I want to do that too!

That brings me to the To Do list. Doing Doing Doing. Always doing or NOT doing. Dominated by doing.

Blessed Be For Today.

• Bursts of Joy Surround Me!
• I Enjoy Doing Joyful Things!
• I Deserve Joy!

We are here to guide you always. We want you to know that we love each of you who read this. We want you to know that the good news is that there is always tomorrow and the good things are better than you give them credit for and the difficult things are not as significant. Anything that you criticize yourself for is a drop-not significant. You are already deserving of love – every minute of love. You are a goddess-we worship you for it and love you and want you to spread .

Anyway-last week we learned about the difference between Absolute reality and Relative reality. Basically-Absolute is things that never change like God(dess)’s love, divine beauty, love and other neat things like that. Relative reality is anything that changes such as our bodies, thoughts, feelings, jobs, bills, health, and more. To achieve happiness we need to switch back and forth between Absolute and Relative reality. It’s helped me because I do sometimes feel, when I am suffering that God/dess is punishing me. This week I focused on presencing myself to Absolute reality and realizing that it is separate from the relative.

I just love having a place to study and discuss spritual matters with people who are in the same type of exploration. Although our beliefs are not exactly the same-they overlap a lot. It’s also helped me to begin to get to know some of the people that attend the church.

So this Goddess is still figuring lots of things out but loving having such a wonderful place to explore!

I do not now where this comes from exactly-my relationship and opinion of men in general is better than that with women. I have a great relationship with my father, husband, and son but not with my mother. Yet I stubbornly refuse to be at peace with God/Christ but am with Goddess.

So I want to let go of my fear of a divine man, of being part of the “crowd” because it is interfering with my life. I am sure that I do not know all the ways, one is that I want to enjoy the Unity Church and it will be easier if I can make peace with the concept of a Christ consciousness and the word God.

Honoring the Goddess In You

The goddess exists in all of us! Male and female. Young and old. This session is to help you learn how to honor those beautiful energies within yourself…and perhaps hear a word or two from some of them.  Bring yourself. Be open. Be prepared to let loose of any negative self-image thoughts. Be prepared to be a radiant new YOU! Participate in the ritual of self-discovery…a spiritual spa for the spirit! Wear comfortable clothing and please do not consume a heavy meal just prior to coming to the class.

Facilitator: Rev. Donna Fitzgerald

When: Sunday, November 8th  Time: 2:30-4:00pm

Location: Alpharetta, GA 30009 Email for directions.

Cost: $25 for one or $40 for two seats!
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A small note about the seances-they tend to be more spirit guidance from ascended masters than catching up with dead relatives and loved ones. That does happen too-it’s just not really the focus. Just an FYI-for more info see Ms. Tulip And Me.

Anyway-I have worked at continuing this connection, at being loving in my requests and less bitchy. Now-I’m still a woman so the bitch is never going away completely but it is growing slowly.

Also-I am feeling very grateful and connected to spirit more and more. Having a direct experience-speaking with angels, goddesses, spirit guides has, for me, made this a reality that is undeniable.

This Goddess journey takes me in so many wonderful directions-I am finding the balance between creating my reality and letting the wonderful reality that Goddess has in store for me unfold to be awesome.

Blessings to all!

-My therapist (Anon)

I believe that part of the Goddessness journey is to not just be at peace with your real self but to revel in her. She is the juicy, sensual human who is sacred and precious in every way.

Next question-I want to help women with this-is this me focusing too much on others (the downfall of many a compulsive eater) or genuinely exploring the next step in my life?

I am thinking of becoming a life coach for women (goddess coach) or a therapist or ???

I welcome your feedback…

-Goddess Lady

I rememembered an episode of Frasier and once I brought it up-BigBear got it! It was a major breakthrough in our relationship. I keep fighting like a Jew-going back to my roots and he, like an uptight Catholic! So his (and his parents) subtle comments are apparently really meaningful and my long angry rants are just a way to get back to love!

For an illumination of this fascinating cultural difference-please watch this 7 minute clip from Frasier. After years of being a fan-Frasier has finally become our therapist.